It was a new kind of thrill mixed with little creativity when i first shaved my beard about 12 years ago. After all these years and scratching my cheeks hundreds of times, i am still to figure out what drives me every morning to get up and get ready to move ! Its not about college or job as they don't occupy people for 24 hours a day. Then what's it that i have been pursuing 24*7 for all these years ?
Most of the times its some ambition which causes restlessness in a person. Thinking about myself, i don't remember having any ambition other than my childhood dream of becoming a secret agent.
Is it love or hate then ? I can't decide but i get emotional for any trivial issue and that ruins my whole day. So sad i never had any chance to get close to someone, so as of now i love myself. That is odd, isn't it ? I mean admitting that !
Anyway, hate is an emotion too, maybe much intense than love for me. I know that is bad but its really hard to let go especially when there's injustice or cheating.
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