Dhen tanan...
Its the beginning of a new battle. The enemy is temptation. Temptation to have it the last time. Time seems to have freezed at the point where i am having the last cigarette of my life. The floor of my bedroom has become the show-case of my failed attempts. The rising size of the Pile of newspapers thrown carelessely in the corner means dates are changing continuously and i am not missing any date with my slim and smoky companion. Smooching is all she wants all the time !
Is it that hard to quit french-kissing the curveless tiny stick of a thing ? Never was there any doubt in my mind about quitting but the fact that i am learning to be carefree has made it tough unexpectedly.
So this is it. Some other temptation more irresistible than the slim stick, more seductive than its bitter smoke is the only way out i can see.
Where there's a will there's a way but i don't want to go the WILL'S way !
Inspiration or no inspiration, i bet i will quit smoking before September end.
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That's fantastic! Very well written, I like it. How's the quitting going? x
ReplyDeleteThanks sweetheart !
ReplyDeletebut quitting's been tough, hope i ve someone around me to make me quit :(